Me VS Duck Meat


Yesterday I ordered a lunch box from the Duck restaurant, again! They have a really delicious veggies, that’s why I wanted to order from them. But the problem was they don’t have vegetable only lunchbox. So I had to buy the normal lunchbox and the plan was not to eat the duck meat 🍖 , egg, and the sausage. I wasn’t worried about the sausage and the egg, because I know I won’t eat them. The great teaser was the duck meat. Yes, it’s just salted boiled duck meat not a Peking duck dish, but dang I like the taste!


The whole time I ate my lunch I starred at this buddy, tried so hard not to eat it. It was sooooooo HARD! But I made it! Yay! One victory for me! 🎊🎊🎊

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Endo Diet Crisis

I’m on crisis. This week I ate a lot of no nos food 😨

Somehow I’m craving sweet food, I ate a bunch of Shaanxi traditional peanut snacks. The whole 400 grams. FYI, I normally don’t like sweet food. It gives me headaches. 


I’m also craving salted boiled ducks, its a traditional food of Nanjing city. I ate it on Monday and Wednesday for lunches.


Now, I’m craving doughnuts 😖😖😖 my fave matcha doughnuts 


What’s wrong with me?!

Update: 

I didn’t buy the doughnuts although I started to put them in the shopping cart 😆😆😆 one victory for me! 🎊🎊🎊

April

Still about period.

My period started 8 days ago. I started to feel pain one day before. And today, even though the bleeding has stopped couple days ago, I still feeling pain. I couldn’t sleep last night because I felt back and rectal pain around 2am. I stayed awake until 5am. Now I feel very sleepy but I couldn’t sleep. All of the food that I ate today taste weird for me. Something is happening in my body, I just don’t know what…

In general I feel angry, frustrated, impatient, and tired in my current cycle. I’m loosing my excitement to heal from this stupid condition, I just feel tired.